What is it like to be Profoundly Gifted. Well you think you are ordinary till you get lonely. You are not perfect so are self critical and have to learn to live with your failings - like my typing.
Since there are few like you finding deep friends is not easy. Then you need to find a spouse like that. It can take a while. Accepting that you are who you are is a great idea.
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